19 And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus. [Phil. 4:19]
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I am in a season where I don't really know where I am going next. There is a lot of TBDs. Or at least this is how it feels to me. I'm pursuing / searching for a full-time job as a nurse, but don't know where I will end up. Maybe here in Detroit. Maybe Roanoke. Maybe in Africa.
I want to be trusting Papa God in this season. I wonder, sometimes, am I really? Am I trusting my Maker, with this . . . uncertainty? Have I prayed about this today? Have I worried about it today?
Just this morning I was reading Oswald Chambers My Utmost for His Highest, Sept 12th. He was looking at Luke 18:1-8, where it says, "When the Son of Man cometh, shall he find faith on the earth?" Chambers wrote, "Will He find the faith which banks on Him in spite of the confusion?"
And I was left to ruminate on that. Priscilla, are you trusting God with this [finding a job, housing, "what's next?"], this confusion? Is my faith banked on His certainty, His faithfulness? How do I get there, if I am not yet?
I want to want to be more trusting of . . . well, EVERYTHING.
I would like to have a more trusting heart, be more childlike in faith.
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